FET #3

Well, I can't believe that I am writing up my last post on our TTC journey.  Many years have come and gone.  We are truly blessed.  We started this process in 2009.  We were blessed with Cameron is 2010 and Caleb in 2012.  Now, 4 years later, we are at it again to use the last two embryos.  We are doing a somewhat natural cycle.  I opted to not do shots in the beginning.  I became worried and asked for an HCG shot to confirm ovulation and to use progesterone suppositories.  The Dr. agreed.  In the middle of the cycle, I realized that type of progesterone cost almost $500 more than the shots...so of course, I decided to do the oil instead! OUCH!!!  So here we are today...I am scheduled to transfer my last two babies on Thursday, March 17, 2016.  The embryos are graded as BAA and CBC.  BAA is better than the embryos that I had with both boys.  The CBC is the worst from all the batches. My lining on CD 14 was a 12.  I was shocked about that because even with using the estrogen batches with both boys, my lining was always around 9. 

I am somewhat concerned that this cycle will not work.  I believe I am always like that (doubtful) at this stage.  I am honestly content with whatever the outcome is.  I am happy with my life....my family.  My husband and I discussed this transfer deeply as we just didn't know if it was wise to do.  However, we both knew in our hearts that we couldn't destroy.  We KNEW  THAT.  We also knew that I am getting older.  Now at 38, it is concerning to be pregnant.  We often say we are too old for this and that our sons have old parents...lol (hubby is 46).  We are only joking about our age and no one is ever too old to become parents.  

So Thursday is the day.  We are praying for a great outcome and an addition to our not so perfect family. 

As I always would say and end each post on this note:

**Believe and Receive**