This is what I had to deal with one day before transfer and the days after transfer. My heart tells me this cycle was a bust because of the stress and physical activity I had to endure. There is no way. I went into this cycle content on whatever outcome....but I am angry because I feel that I didn't give these two babies a fair chance to survive. Everything was against us. I wished we had known...we would've canceled the cycle... We literally woke up to this mess...and our clinic has a 3 day notice rule to cancel.
I was stressed with our fresh IVF because my father was ill and died....now this....and I know my body endured more with this cycle than the first one. I know it's a bust. I can feel it. :( So yes, I am taking it hard because my goal was to give them a chance - a GOOD chance to survive.
I will post more updates later. My beta is Saturday 3/26. I am 9dpo.
**Believe and Receive**
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